tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7261693238065656419.post7572335660199712191..comments2011-10-15T04:17:43.392-07:00Comments on Witches poultice and black cats: impaseMiloshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09273114016578464046noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7261693238065656419.post-16598915129418072142010-11-06T22:48:24.324-07:002010-11-06T22:48:24.324-07:00thank you :) I was seeing a therapist but my insur...thank you :) I was seeing a therapist but my insurance stopped so I no longer could afford it, as well as my medication. There's been a lot of things in my life that are hard to stomach sometimes and it's hard, very hard. I'm hoping I'll be able to get some state assistance to get some help. It isn't fair to myself or my little ones to be so miserable.Miloshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09273114016578464046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7261693238065656419.post-82570555530342686762010-11-06T20:33:53.475-07:002010-11-06T20:33:53.475-07:00If you can, see a professional. You REALLY NEED H...If you can, see a professional. You REALLY NEED HELP! As you know and have clearly stated, depression cannot be taken lightly.<br /><br />I went through six years of depression after my mother died. You've described here almost word-for-word how I felt, daily. I didn't feel like I could go to anyone else and my children were literally the only reason I kept going at all.<br /><br />And then I had a heart attack and it saved my life because I realized I did NOT want to die. And my time was limited. And, if I didn't start doing something worthwhile in this life, I was not going to be remembered by anybody - that even my own children wouldn't care.<br /><br />And I started working in a charity that meant something to me, that filled my soul a little each time I worked. And, slowly, began to look outside myself, at what others were experiencing, at what others needed. I don't know if this would work for you, but it's the one thing that worked for me - helping others.<br /><br />I hope you make it!Calandreyahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09997870090443504277noreply@blogger.com