Swimming

We had a couple really warm days this last week :) So we went to the store and bought a cheap pool and have been doing a lot of swimming <3

 my lil man and his sissy

kisses for mommy

lil miss didn't want to get off my lap

layed out and got some sun and read a good book

It's sadly back to the springy sort of rainy days that comes sometimes, pool is covered and the kids and I will have to wait to go back out again. :P

Gomenasai!

Life has been so hectic lately I haven't had time to come sign in and update.

Life now is changing so quickly... the man is in school to get his CDL so that means he's going to be getting a new much better paying job so we will no longer stress over bills.  You can't imagine the relief that will give me to not worry paycheck to paycheck how we're going to afford life expenses.  On the other hand... I dread the idea of not seeing him, having him here to help me.  I freely admit my depression and mental disorders have gained the upper hand in my life atm so I'm busy applying for some assistance to see about getting back into therapy/on meds again.  I'm a bit down that it's come to this again... but I know I deserve to be healthy & happy, my children deserve to be happy.

Been doing a lot of walking down by the river in our town, a 6 or 8 mile trek everytime... it's been beautiful getting to be so close to nature and the Goddess again. 

A lot of reading... in the middle of reading:

1. Impulse 
2. Red Dragon
3. Wintergirls
4. Gothic Hollywood

Started doing some painting again :)

My painting I did for Beltane :)

The Goddess Eostre I painted for my Ostara altar

I will try and keep this updated more :) until then blessed be

oh wow!! here I am

things have been extremely hectic lately... where do I even begin...

in order for for my family to afford Yule time gifts we cut off a lot of the extra's, TV, web that sort of thing.  I about lost my mind going without the net for that long but we managed.  Thankfully here I am, back again in my own little world. :)

My family did have a wonderful holiday together, kids were spoiled as always.

I'll add some pictures real quick and when I get a more open moment I'll really sit in and go into detail about the 2 or so months I've been away.  I promise.